three more days until i leave for manila for a week. in that one week, there will be much to do. i will have to meet with officials from the college and turn in my application, sign some documents, possibly do some interviews, and speak with my relatives. after that, with my nmat score pending, all i can do is wait and pray that the fates will conspire with me to get me to that next level. if all goes well, i will most likely be leaving the US sometime in april.
i am thoroughly excited for this trip. i know that i am going for a greater purpose. i am going in the hope that i can grasp the opportunity and become something much greater than this. i am going to possibly escape the sea of mediocrity and misery into which i am currently sinking. for the two plus years since i graduated from college, i have been slowly and steadily drowning - although there have been bright points, certain decisions have kept me kicking and struggling. however, if we kick and scream and fight like hell, we might move forward, just a little bit...
i feel that i can overcome this. i feel that i can rise up above the detractors and the haters and everyone who doesn't believe in me. i am starting to feel that even if the amount of people who don't believe in me outweigh those who do, my burning blood will cut through fate. for the dreams of those who came before me and the hopes of those who will come after, i must succeed...
"I got belted and was told to believe in the me that believes in myself. I think that's how it should be..." - Simon, TTGL
2 comments:
Damn! I want to leave the country too. Good luck, though, on this endeavor. Your drill is the drill that will pierce the heavens!
indeed. you're a lucky man. you worked hard for where you're at and deserve every bit of it. when you get there, you give them the business and drop that gangsta like there's no tomrrow~
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