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school hasn't started yet, and without means to get around, i am stuck in my apartment and everything within a one-mile radius. i've been to the same mall everyday for the past week. i've browsed the same dvd and magazine racks, i've eaten the same snacks, walked the same streets and i'm bored. the only activities i have are studying (which never really lasts long without the actual classes to back them up), reading (the same old books and magazines), and messing around on the internet (which only gets you so far). i want school to start.

surrounded by swarms of the entwined, i see around me the manifestation of evolution's potential. i find that i am in unhappy admiration, ready and willing to make the acquaintance of the second. my spiral power is rising, but there's no conduit for it. i only hope that in the smoke-riddled and flood-damaged ivory tower, the heaven-piercing other will appear.

when the tasks begin, i know that i'll probably be pining for days like this - tranquil, careless, easygoing. however, i believe that i'm at my best under a little bit of pressure. the past few months since leaving the slavery of my previous occupation, have been nothing but pleasure filled and slack-jawed. now, i want action.

"You've come this far because you always did what you had to do. Isn't that right?" - Nia, TTGL