the major hurdles have been overcome. i have been tested, examined, and questioned to the limit of my capabilities. i have exhausted as much effort as i could muster and i have put in as much spiral power as i have in all my molecules of DNA. the next step is the waiting game. if fortune smiles upon this endeavour, then i will be leaving this place yet again to pursue the greater dream, reach the greater goal.
there have been many who have supported me in this fight, and many who still do and will continue to do so. for that, i am beyond grateful. your wishes and belief in me will not be in vain. i vow to do honor to your hope in me and i will become what you have always known and that i am starting to know that i could be.
this journey required and will continue to require 100% of my mental, physical, and spiritual capabilities. if i am blessed and granted this first step, it will be only the first of many that must be taken. i feel that i am ready, since i have already come so far. there's no turning back now, only to look ahead. maybe, if i can succeed, i will be invited to the place where all manly souls reside...
"Stop wasting time here! The truth that you've decided for yourself is the only truth in this universe!" - Kamina, TTGL
11.30.2009
11.17.2009
the next step
three more days until i leave for manila for a week. in that one week, there will be much to do. i will have to meet with officials from the college and turn in my application, sign some documents, possibly do some interviews, and speak with my relatives. after that, with my nmat score pending, all i can do is wait and pray that the fates will conspire with me to get me to that next level. if all goes well, i will most likely be leaving the US sometime in april.
i am thoroughly excited for this trip. i know that i am going for a greater purpose. i am going in the hope that i can grasp the opportunity and become something much greater than this. i am going to possibly escape the sea of mediocrity and misery into which i am currently sinking. for the two plus years since i graduated from college, i have been slowly and steadily drowning - although there have been bright points, certain decisions have kept me kicking and struggling. however, if we kick and scream and fight like hell, we might move forward, just a little bit...
i feel that i can overcome this. i feel that i can rise up above the detractors and the haters and everyone who doesn't believe in me. i am starting to feel that even if the amount of people who don't believe in me outweigh those who do, my burning blood will cut through fate. for the dreams of those who came before me and the hopes of those who will come after, i must succeed...
"I got belted and was told to believe in the me that believes in myself. I think that's how it should be..." - Simon, TTGL
i am thoroughly excited for this trip. i know that i am going for a greater purpose. i am going in the hope that i can grasp the opportunity and become something much greater than this. i am going to possibly escape the sea of mediocrity and misery into which i am currently sinking. for the two plus years since i graduated from college, i have been slowly and steadily drowning - although there have been bright points, certain decisions have kept me kicking and struggling. however, if we kick and scream and fight like hell, we might move forward, just a little bit...
i feel that i can overcome this. i feel that i can rise up above the detractors and the haters and everyone who doesn't believe in me. i am starting to feel that even if the amount of people who don't believe in me outweigh those who do, my burning blood will cut through fate. for the dreams of those who came before me and the hopes of those who will come after, i must succeed...
"I got belted and was told to believe in the me that believes in myself. I think that's how it should be..." - Simon, TTGL
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