11.05.2009

pierce the heavens

the nmat is on saturday. i leave for LA early tomorrow morning. after reading forums and blogs of other med-school hopefuls who have already taken the exam, and as zero hour closes in, i'm starting to feel a little nervous. i am however, completely confident in my ability to do well. where does this belief come from? part of it is gut feeling - i've never felt more confident for a standardized test my entire life. even the SAT's had me feeling completely inadequate in my preparations. this time, however, i feel that i am ready. the other part comes from the stats - i've been reviewing for 4-5 months now. almost every week in that span of time was spent poring over the practice exams and review books. my entire undergraduate career was jammed into my brain since may 2009.

the feeling is growing. the feeling that it is possible. everyday, the feeling that i can succeed in this outrageous venture is growing stronger and stronger. i am beginning to believe that it is indeed possible. i am beginning to believe in me who believes in myself.

busy month - pupunta ako sa LA sa Sabado. susunod, pupunta kami sa Denver. pagkatapos, pupunta kami sa Maynila. also, dadating ang kaibigan ko sa dito sa Miercoles. hopefully, good times all around...

hope to see my brosephs up in D-town next week. blackhawk if possible. hopefully, you can make it, since i probably won't have a chance to come back to denver for a little while, depending on the situation.

wish me luck. it's through everyone's support that i have made it this far. i will do my best to honor it, by succeeding...

"Even if the universe is against us, our burning blood will cut through fate!" - Viral, TTGL

2 comments:

Puraw Wave said...

Good luck on that test. Of course, by time you read this you'll probably be done.

Looks like your Tagalog is going swimmingly as well.

And of course, see you next week. I have my schedule wide open.

Successfully_UnSuccessful said...

I take it the test taking was a success? I'll have to find an excuse to go to cali and score some jam~

indeed. i should be available as far as schedule goes. we'll see how it turns out~