i figured, why not?
there are about six days left until i arrive. i have not packed everything yet and my room is utterly demolished. i have time to clean, but i have spent the greater portion of my mental and physical abilities devising my final departure from retail. if all goes well, my last day will technically be tomorrow.
i haven't done much save for reading and drinking a lot of water. i don't know what it is, but i seem to have lost my appetite in the past few days. it could be a number of things or a mixture of them all - anticipation, depression, anxiety, uncertainty, elation, excitement. i don't really know why, but even if i'm hungry, i don't harbor the urge to eat anything.
i need to create a stable routine. but that will have to come later. i guess i have to acclimate first. get started from the ground up, then worry about the system later. wish me luck, i'm rooting for you too.
"Damn, I can't figure out how you play like that! How do you see all the notes?" - bto
